Very funny day

Woke up, went to chruch... started setting up stuff for the worship team...talked to my friends.. got punched in the face by chapman (had no idea what he was doing), then Sophy couldn't stop laughing.. then I tried to make Sophy bitch slap Chap... but then I ended up getting her to punch him instead, punched him so hard that Sophy's fist hurt.. LOL.

almost fell asleep during service (Yeah I know.. I'm bad.. but I have sleeping disorders which I really hate). After service, I ate lunch, went back to the church to sleep for an hour or 2... woke up and the alram went off.. apperently someone set the security alarm on me while I was still in the church, I managed to run and deactivate it but by the time I deactivated it, it was too late.. 2 security officers came to the chruch and I had to explain to them what happened. after I went to the sound room to surf the web and chat on MSN


a few hours later people started coming in, they were having some kindda fellowship. The adults were downstairs and there were a bunch of kids upstairs.. they were running around and playing at the baptismal tank.. I told them to stop but they wouldn't listen to me.. so I did the next best thing... (this is a good thing about being a sound man) I put on one of the wireless clip on mic (Invisible mic.) The Screen was down so they were playing behind the the screen so they couldn't see me.. I quickly turned off all the lights and rolled under the seats... did my evil laugh ( and for those who've actually heard my evil laugh.. it does sound pretty creepy) and then I did my evil voice saying "what's the matter don't you want to play"? I started stalking them with my voice saying "I'm right behind you"....they just screamed and ran out of there... it was funny and at the same time I got them away from the baptismal tank. Those kids are going to have nightmares tonight.. hahaha

Interesting Story

when I was six a women moved into our co-op on Pell st. My mother and her clicked really well, they would sit outside for hours at night talking. One night my mothers friend confessed her four year old son was creeped out in their new apartment and frankly she was too (hence the reason she would prefer to stay outside and talk).

She tried to dismiss it as not being used to the place, but told my mother she often felt like she wasn't alone, or would feel a draft when no windows were open. The worst room though was her sons room, it just felt like really bad vibes in that room and her son hated going in his room, he wouldn't play in there and he'd never sleep in there, he said the boogie-man in his closet would get him.

I guess this just fed into my mothers friends fear, so my mother, always the little investigator devised a plan to prove to her friend it was just new-aptartment jitters.

She said that I never complained of boogie-men or monsters so they should have me sleep over. The next night my mom and I were at her friends house, I was watching tv while they were in the kitchen (I think her son was at his dads) when I started to dose off on the couch. My mother told me to go lie down in her friends sons room. They wanted to do this when her son wasn't there so I wouldn't know about any 'boogie-man'.

I remember going in his room and lying down on the bed, the closet was a few feet beneath the foot of the bed, I just felt drawn to it or something, I couldn't stop staring at it. I started to feel very frightened and wanted to get back up but I was planted with fear.

I started whispering "There's no such thing as monsters, there's no such thing as monsters" and closed my eyes as tight as I could. But damn it, there was something in that room I could feel it at the bottom of the bed. I heard the closet door rattle or something, like a door loose when there's a draft and that was it, I flew out of that room like I was on fire. I ran right into the kitchen and said, "Mom, there's a monster in the bedroom!" My mother and her friend just looked at each other.

I started crying because I wanted to go home. My mother tells me that her friend started asking questions and found out a man hung himself in the closet, supposedly he was gay and his mother I guess out of shame became an alchoholic and when he was approved for a sex change his mother said she'd diss-own him so he killed himself.

Unfortunetly, my mom can't remember where her friend got this info so I don't know about the story's credibility. I do know however, that seventeen years later I still check the closet before I go to bed on many occasions, and the feeling I had in that room that night will be etched in my memory as long as I have it.

Silent Hill

So most of you probably know that I'm been very addicted to the game Silent Hill.. it's such a cool game.. and one of the creepiest games I've ever played.. well Silent Hill 1 wasn't that scary but Silent Hill 2 which I am playing is quite scary.


I was playing it with my ex-roommate who is a girl for those of you who don't know.. everytime something scary happens (Which pretty much most of the game) she would like grab my arm.. and eventually I said "alright yo, can you like stop doing that you're creeping me out".. hahahaha.. it's cuz when somthing pops out or when you start shooting the controler vibrates too. Aside from stuff poping out of nowhere this game is psychologically creepy too.. I think the japaneses people have something to do with it.. only they can think of something this creepy.. haha

so I just finished playing and now it's like 5:09am..... I was going to wake up early to do some Christmas shopping but I don't think that's going to happen anymore.. hahaha.. probably Satruday then... I wouldn't be surprise if I accidentally bump into sophy at the mall either... haha

FREE! FREE! FREE!

FINALLY CHRISTMAS BREAKS!! NO SCHOOL FOR A MONTH!!!!!!!!!! sadly though, this Thursday I'm going to have to attend ANOTHER funeral which makes it the 9th funeral this year... I don't even know if I should go....... I was invited but I'm seriously sick of seeing the people I know past away... well at least I know they're at a better place now. R.I.P

My Personal Journal

Yes, this blogger is for my personal life.. for those of you who don't know, I have another blogger that is dedicated to movies. filmfreakclem.blogspot.com and yes I also have xanga, but this is for people who use blogger and not xanga.


So one more exam until Christmas holidays. I should feel happy... but yet I'm not. Come to think about it, 2005 is the worse year of my life. I went to a total of 8 funerals this year, had to undergo surgery, got into a lot of arguments with people.

The only time that I'm happy now is when I'm at church. This Sunday which is the 18th I will have been attended SCAC for exactly 17 years.

I get stressed out from school work, personal conflicts with people, pain, and lack of sleep. but everytime I walk through that that door to SCAC all the pain goes away. I start to smile, laugh and feel very welcomed.

Well most of you probably know that I stay at church later than most people. It's cuz I feel so much better when I'm there than at home or at my university dorm. I feel that SCAC is pretty much my family.

Thxs for all of you who have sticked by me.